The Heather - English Version

 "But you like her better, I wish I was Heather"

Let me guess, some of you not read the word but sing it right ?

Don't be shy to admit it, because i do the same too, hihi

Just like we know, Heather by Conan Gray is telling about people who have a title called The Second Choices. Not just in love story but also in society. Yeah, being  The Second Choices is sucks. When you think you were good enough to give something to the world, there always one person that gonna broke your opportunity, just because they have better visual than you. But hey, did you ever listen about the other character ?

Did you know how The Heather p.o.v ?

If you not, Let me tell you what its like being The Heather :)

Before we jump to the story, i didn't want to see myself as a standart for girl or woman or the other person to be called Pretty. They don't have to be like me to be called Pretty. For me all girls have their own beauty in different way, and i can tell you, all of them is actually The Heather for me.

Having a 5.5 feet tall and bright skin is a gift for everyone. People say that my body is beyond perfect. All the girls  always dreaming having a physical appearance like me, not just a girl even a boy dreaming being my boyfriend. Be a leader in Cheerleaders club is a plus score for my life. Everyone like to giving a compliment wherever i walk . They sounds gonna be like

"Is she ever being ugly just for one day?"

"Too much perfection in her life"

"This is what i called perfect"

And still a lot compliment that i'm not mention it. But, not everyones gonna be like that right? There must be one or two or maybe half of people is living in the earth right now, don't like you. Not just compliment that i heard but their bad words too, like

"Look at her, is she have a brain in her head ?"

"Let me tell you something, she just make it up her face"

"She such a clout chaser"

"The Queen of Limelight"

Sometimes i asking myself, Is it wrong if i born like this? or Is my parents having a great sin so God giving punishment  to them by giving  birth a baby girl like me?

This is not what i wanted. I never ask God to give me a perfect body. If I can rewind the time, I will ask to God to not giving me this body, this body just too much for me. Somebody help me! Somebody please, help me to get out from this body please! I can't take it anymore. People in this world giving too much expectation to me. Why all people like to giving high expectation to people that having a perfect body like me?